Drumstick love

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-09-05T21:03:00

2005-09-06T02:03:44Z

ilykeseckz Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Deal with it, sorry.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-09-04T17:49:00

2005-09-04T22:53:16Z

Friday sucked. And don't give a shit if everyone is annoyed with me for it.
la la laaaaaaa lalala. becaussssssssssse I really truly don't care anymore. I hate being a teenager and have the STUPIDEST GOD DAMN THINGS get me down. soooooooooooo im going to turn it around and have the STUPIDEST GOD DAMN THINGS get me up, like a little 4 year old.

so fuck fcuk fuck fucuuuuuuuuuuuck you and go eat a spider a lot.

Anyways. Yesterday night was fun.
I love mary.
and i love Jackie and Katie my two new twin lovahs.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-09-03T15:07:00

2005-09-03T20:10:26Z

This past few days haven't been the greatest.
not too great.

The internet's getting too damn boring.
Better go watch some porn or something.

this is how you chose your life to be

2005-09-02T00:21:45Z

Sooo, I'm babysitting Jordan.
And I abuse their camera.

Today sucked.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-31T21:09:00

2005-09-01T02:10:01Z

niki and tim day...
yep.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-30T15:59:00

2005-08-30T21:00:18Z

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak.
Lips fall by ten, you're staring me down, your pulse makes me weak.
Eyes fall striking.
Now I'm twisted up when I'm twisted with you.
Brush so lightly.
Time trickles down and I'm breaking for two.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
This moment seems so long.
Don't waste now, precious time.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-28T15:35:00

2005-08-28T20:39:29Z

Everyone needs to cooperate.

First of all, I don't care if I spelled cooperate wrong or not.
Second of all, since I am getting new internet that requires basically no work, I will no longer have gbpsilly@earthlink.net as my email address, so I went ahead and made a new one on Yahoo because it's free and requires nothing. It's: zoologyness@yahoo.com.
Third of all, I want you ALL, allllllll of YOUUUU LIVEJOURNAL FRAYANDS. To email me. About nothing. Nothing imparticular, I just want a ton of emails on there all the time because emails are fun and I love to type about random stuff. Plus that email account is just about the best one out there.

PLEASSSEE???E?E?E?E!?!?!?!?

I really love emails. And I want you to email me.
No dumb emails either, or I'll kick you where the sun don't shine.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-28T13:36:00

2005-08-28T18:36:34Z

I have decided that I don't like vaginas, because they're too much trouble to work on.
And I don't like love, because I can't have it.

Tomorrow=cable&internet.

bye.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-25T17:16:00

2005-08-25T22:20:28Z

I've decided how to actually make a good story, to use my brain and actually keep going on the story.
It allll happened in Comp Aps 1 yesterday.
Our teacher's (who rules) main intention was to just see us type, but I actually started a story. I hate it now, but while i was typing it i was amazed with myself.
ANYWAYYYSSS.
How he got me started was giving us all a starting sentence and to have us continue so he could secretly look at our typing skills.

SOoooo
I want all of you to comment with a GOOD starting sentence. Seriously. Like. Good. Not "A peice of poop fell from the sky and..". I mean GOOD.
plz
and thanks.

ill be super pissed if you dont. and if you dont, imma make a new livejournal just for my book, and you'll have to add ANOTHER username again. and you know all that it's too much work to click here and there.

so comment with a sentence, or you will have to work.

KAY. ALL GOOD INTENTIONS.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-24T13:47:00

2005-08-24T18:52:12Z

Yay.
Computer class.
Can't wait until Monday when the Mediacom gets installed in the morning.

sooo.. i have a teeny crush on the most adorable kid evarrrr in my computers class.
he's a nerd.
like, seriously.
he's plays tons of games, can barely type
(omg, he's lookingggg. i have to hide ittt)
he's cute.
he's small and teeny
shorter than me.
i dont like that but i can deal with it.
and his name is devin.
EEEEE.!!!!!!

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-23T18:59:00

2005-08-24T00:01:01Z

       oh
       my
       gawd

My dad orderd Mediacom today!
That means digitial cable and high-speed internet!

You'll probably want to hang out with me from here until next Monday morning, because I probably wont be out of my house for a lonnnnnng time.

LINK PARK SUCKS ANUS

2005-08-22T00:48:22Z

So, hi!
This last day of summer was the most relaxed I've been.

It's was mainly daddy day and harry potter playing day but it r00led.
OH, and bee-tee-doubleyoo, I beat Harry Potter last night for the first time, restarted it, and still had my level and strength, so now I whip all the characters like biatchress's.

Woke up around 1:30 and played HP almost immediatley.
Mom said she was talking to pop's about the internet and cable deal with Mediacom and she's leaning more towards just the high-speed no dial-up friggin awesome internet which is A-OKAY BY MEEE.
(HELLO, PUZZLEPIRATES.COM!)

My drum playing today sucked for the first half hour, then I fixed my hi-hat up again, and my mom gave me an idea with a groove I was trying and it sounds AWESOME now, so that made my dayyyyy.

Dad and I went school-shoppinnnnnnnng. Even though Niki told me that EVERYONE has those Mead Brights notebooks, I got two... haha. One 3-folder purple one and a yellow 5-folder. YOU DON'T CARE.

Okay, done shopping. I convinced my dad to get me Subway and to go to Red Eye which I have been dying to see. It wasn't that great but it was still good.
Whilst in Subway, my dad gave me the greatest comment.
"Hey Dad, wanna see summin cool?"
"Sure"
*shows Dad my subway sammich in my braces*
"That's what you get for buying me braces"
"No, that's what you get for having crummy teeth"
"UH! I got my teeth from you, Dad, so that's what YOU get for having crummy teeth-giving them to me-and then buying me braces."
"Yeah.. well they'll be off in about in a year."
"YEAH, A YEAR."
"Well, look at it this way. In a year, they'll come off, you'll have the most beautiful smile, you will be a drummer, and you'll be more taller. ALL the guys will flock to you..... and I'll have to buy a gun."

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
..poop.

So, summer was fun, eh?

And I decided to go back to school with my totally in-style cell phone.
What with it all colored purple, green, and pink. ALSO with bright red duct tape all over it holding it together from it's already brokenness and broken screen.
EVERYONE will want my cell-phone style F'SHO.

kay, LOVE.

I'm not going to bed tonight, cause I won't be tired.. and then I have to WALK to school, ew.

You suck if you don't read this.

2005-08-18T01:56:09Z

--California? Sucked. And I'm not trying to act all stupid-teenager-emotion crap. It literally sucked. It was a bad experiance, and the worst vacation I've had.
My parents were total tight-asses the whole time, which I can understand for most of the part because we were in a new, AND bigger place and weren't accustomed to it. But the other parts is what made it suck.
--They would NOT let me get along with my brothers. If my brothers and I started having a good time and laughing and stuff, they would freak out and tell us to stop and make the rest of the night bitter. And of course, with two silly-shit brothers and my loud and obnoxious self, were not going to be the brightest and funnest people to hang out with.... IF YOU'RE 40. My brothers and I would joke around, and my parents got all bug-eyed worried that people were watching, and my 'rents were embarassed. I mean, COME ONNNNN, it's California!!!! OF COURSE we're going to look like freaks to them, we're from Iowa. No matter what we do (whether it cracking jokes about gays and the hulk flicking boogers at people, or wearing overalls) they'll think we're freaks. And it's sure as hell not like they're EVER going to see us again, when they live well over 1,000 miles away.
--Yeah, it sucked. But there were a few bits and peices that were nice. Like Magic Mountain, when the kids got a day off from the tight parents, and got to goof around on roller coasters that made you piss your pants.
Orrr, Universal Studios, parents were still stuck up, but Matt Tyler and I got used to it and basically ignored.
--Tyler's 18 now, got his tattoo finished up, (yeah, he has one now, I didn't find out until a while ago, it's pretty sweet if you ask me) uhh he's EIGHTEEN (woohoo!!:)), he's got a nice job going with him (application filled out to be an electrician -BIG MULAHHHH-, still has to do classes), and he can finally get away from his parents. Life is good for him, and I'm totally happy for him.
[/END CALIFORNIA VACATION]

--About this whole Cullen thing, which I'm NOT going to go into details about the whole me being in it part, WOW. I don't know how he got Niki into this, but, I am giving you an apology here and will give you an apology when and if we hang out. I AM SORRY NIKITA, FOR CULLEN AND I (SOMEHOW?) BRINGING YOU INTO THIS.
--Does anyone know WHY Cullen did this? And WHY he told his mom about him and I? Please call, IM, email what-the-fuck-ever me about details.
[/END CULLEN GETTING ARRESTED AND DRAGGING NIKITA AND I INTO IT]

Now. Onwards to highschool, which is the main thing I'm stressing over.
--I don't have my classes.
--My ID.
--My school picture.
--I have NO I-FREAKING-DEA how to get around the highschool.
--Even if I DID have classes, I still have to change them.
--I don't know what to do.
--I missed EVERYTHING you're supposed to go to.
--Orientation, firming your classes, picture taking, signing up for anything else possible.
--I'm just stressing out mainly because I don't have my classes, so where am I supposed to go my first day?
--WHO'S MY TEACHERS?
--Jesus Christ this first month of highschool will be the worst experienced.

I don't CARE if this isn't big deals in real life, it is in mine- SO GO FUCK YOURSELF.

I just badly, dearly, MAJORLY need to see Niki. Even if it's corny and stupid and inaccurate for her that she is my one and ONLY good friend in my life right now. And it seems I've failed our friendship. To me, atleast.

If you don't comment with anything, I will literally burn you to the ground.

WOW. this TOTALLY fucking sucks.

2005-08-18T01:24:18Z

this is a forewarning, livejournal.

i will be updating about EVERYTHING i know. jenna probably hates me, maybe everyone else if anyone else knows (you know how LJ makes drama) okay?

so, after i type this, im going to begin my next update about EVERYTHING possible to explain. (vaca. this whole cullen thing.... and other problems on my chest.)

this next update is the only time i will accept "telling off's" and "online-shout at's"

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-12T08:13:00

2005-08-12T15:13:37Z

hope no one misses me.
pssshhhh
yeah right. like im that important, eh?

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-09T00:00:00

2005-08-09T05:03:37Z

AS OF RIGHT NOW, AUGUST 9TH 12:00.
I will be leaving for California in 6 hours. Too bad so sad you guys never fuckin called me to hang out.

See you when school starts.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-07T23:58:00

2005-08-08T05:00:18Z

There is someting wrong with your vagina!!

Everything about the internet is starting to suck.
So either you give me something to do on it, orrrrrr I don't think I'll be using it ever again, only to RolePlay. But I'm thinking about deleting my account LiveJournal and AIM and everything else that's pointless.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-07T02:47:00

2005-08-07T07:47:58Z

Put a gun to my head, and paint the wall with my brains.

let's try and make it worrrrrrrrkkk??

2005-08-05T02:01:04Z

Hi!
Soooo, today was a Niki day.
She came to mmmyyy house around 2:30-45, and we colored my bland chair because it was too white.
Thennn we set off to subway!
I finally got a foot long. It's the first one I've ever bough. They're huge and hard to eat.
Uhh, and then we headed to the library and found out that you now have to sign up for the computers again. GAY TO THE MAXXX. So we got on the free internet for 10 minutes and did our Deviant-ness.
I got bored so we looked at books and I layed down in an isle.

We left the gay library and went to Dollar General and got some sharpies and I got a BRAND NEW MECHANICAL PURPLE PENCILLLLl!!!! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *doo doooo doo do do do do ooo*

So we're out of Dollar General and Niki's messing with her medical ingredients, and I decide to test out my new sharpies and I write Niki a letter on a leaf. She's a bitch, so she didn't like it.

BACK TO THE LIBRARY.
BUT WE'RE LIKE "WTFF, WE HATE TEH LIBRARY, LEAVING"

And so we went to GoodWill.
I wanted this Pokemond backpack for a while, so I carried it. It got boring and I ended up not getting it.
Anyways, so like an hour and a half there and Niki and I left with blazer's (Niki with an orange and gray itchy one that's freaking awesome, and me with a navy blue courderoy.) and I got a P.I.M.P. S.H.I.T purse/handbag that I will never in my life disown.

THIS HAS BEEN A GOOD DAY IN A WHILE.
But I still need a boyfriend to complete my life.

P.S. I used this Office Max pressurizing air duster in a can thing on my keyboard, and it got freezing cold for some reason! AHHH. scary? I think not, I'm just dumb. I changed my keyboard too, I got bored with the other one.

WILL SOMEONE MAKE ME A COOLIO LAYOUT!? I REALLY WANT ONE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-03T18:43:00

2005-08-03T23:47:00Z

So I'm grounded from all spending the night-ness until the end of September, but even then "they'll see".

Obviously I got in trouble with sneaking out and the same cop busted Shannon and I.

Go ahead and criticize me, please.

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-08-02T18:55:00

2005-08-03T00:05:42Z

Today I learned that Maribeth still considers telling her parents that she's spending the night at my house when she really isn't. I would never let her over again.

I have half of my entire life packed for California, now all I need to do is pack my clothes.

Last night I wrote and drew. I suck at both, but it was pretty fun because I'm in love with crayons.

People STILL haven't called me to do anything, I really want to do something today, and the only I have planned really is having a girl night with Niki on Thursday.
So basically you all suck.

____________________________________________________________________________________

And she said "You can't get anywhere on your web."
Fly free from it, I think
To save you from your outer-doings
Don't be angry with the one's who loose your thoughts
Only get by with forgivings and apologies
____________________________________________________________________________________

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-07-31T16:01:00

2005-07-31T21:18:45Z

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, hi friends.

i'm leaving in exactly 8 days. so i want to spend the night with all my cheecko's and hang out with all my fags with penis's.
kay?
KAY.

sha?

alright. so you should either call me, or comment here or something, because ilu all and need to see you before i leave you.. yeahhhhhhs.

phone: 515 - 313 - 8990
sn: protoss 53
commenting: zpt_drummer18, you fags.

bye.

GOD!

2005-07-28T06:50:10Z

DRAKE MAKES ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!
JESUS CHRIST!!!
HIS VOICE
HIS EYES
HIS WHOLE ENTIRE FACCCEEEEE
AND BODDDYYYY
AND STYLLLLELEEE

AND VOICCCCCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEE

GOD I CANT WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY TO SEE HOW HE TASTES.
MMMMMM.

click on this PLEASE all you have to do is join and fill out the playlist and you'll be eligible! ILL LOVE U IF YOU DO.

you're supposed to be 18, but they dont check or care.

AHHH, I <3 DRAKEEEY

zpt_drummer18 @ 2005-07-25T20:10:00

2005-07-26T01:12:20Z

refried paper
refried paper
look at how you can't have my refriend paper!!!!!!!!!!!!

Umm, I have a keychain now. So everyone give me lot's of stuff that you usually put on keychains.. like keys, and chapstick stuff. PLEASE, I'D GLADLY APPRECIATE THAT.

Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
I might like him? I don't know.

aergfeq

2005-07-23T21:43:21Z

Well I just got done playing my drums for an hour and a half.
I'm sweating like a fucking horse, no joke. (s-to the-sex eh?)
My drumsticks are all chewed up from hitting the cymbal's at an angle.
And I'm in love.

Getting this drum set was the greatest thing that could happen to me. And that's literal.
=D

Katie needs to stop cleaning her horse stalls and pick up her damn phone because I HAVE to see Jadon again. Haha. :\. I'm obsessed with the most adorable 4 year old on the planet of earth, and Katie's preventing me from seeing him!

BLAHDYWHQAAAAAAAA.

HAPPY 5 MONTHS, NIKITA MUFFIN AND.... WELL.. THAT OTHER, UMM, GUY.